So.... I have been thinking.... and usually when I think its not very good at all...
I have been thinking that I have no soul reason to be on this earth.... And it scares me.
I have friends for sure.... and I know that they love me and will do anything for me......
But they dont understand me, or what I am going through.... They never want to talk.... And HeLL I cant talk to them about it because they dont understand.....I want to have a deep conversation with one person who feels the same way that I do.... I am not sure what is wrong with me, but I think that the world is going to be doomed and that we as humans have no soul purpose to be here. Ill admit that I think that I need some form of help....
I scare myself sometimes and I cant help to think that I wanna die. I have no purpose on earth. Or I have not reason to be alive...... I hate myself. And many other people hate me to. I dont even now why people hate me when they dont even know me.... But yet they insist on...
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Posted at: 09:40 PM | 0 Comments | Add Comment | Permalink
I get to go down to lower michigan later next week to visit meh sister
I am so friggin xcited!!
We get to see a pow-wow and i cannot wait!!
i am in pain......
i think i am going to die!
oh lordy,
ill write later
cause i am in pain!
Posted at: 05:59 PM | 0 Comments | Add Comment | Permalink
WOOOOOOOOOOO
hey now kiddies I got meh blog working
now i can rant about whatever....
haha
this is great!!
yea..... Chickens are really pretty!
I love llamas!
Posted at: 05:56 PM | Permalink
